HELP ME

I'M IN PAIN. HELP ME.

Idk

feel so lonely right now even I know there's someone around me who still care about me.. sometimes I just wanna cry without any reason. my head is full of everything about the past. my past.. you can't even imagine how to live with my past. no it's not about love. it's hard.. sometimes  I just wanna die. but idk I'm afraid. I love my mom, my dad. and no one else. my friends? idk if they really wanna be my friends or just pretending.. idk they always seems 'muak' with me. I'm fat. no one likes me. yet I'm still shocked that they still wanna be my friends.  I really hope someday people will accept for who I am. I've been through so many things.. I'm tired. I just wanna sleep.. forever. I'm tired.. insanely tired. I'm not being dramatic. If u feel that way please go awaaaaaaaay.

Hello

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I'M BORED! IDK WHAT TO DO. IM SO BORED!!!!

Hi

I'M SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW

I'm sorry

I like being lonely ? NO

I'm sorry that i've let you down.. but pretty please, u deserves it.. you're my friend.. i love you though but you shouldn't act like a bitch. friendship never end? yeah right..

You're The One

There`s a strange feeling hidden inside my heart There`s a strange feeling stored up inside my heart  I crave for love no matter how hard I long eagerly for love  even though it hurts  I'll wait for you though it takes so many nights I`ll save my last breath until  the sun refuse to shine its light  I want you to know I need you to know For you I will show that   YOU`RE THE ONE I cant let go.

Missing You

Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell?

Why can't I write when I have so much in mind?
Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart?
Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air?

Too many words left unspoken
Too many things left undone
Why can't it be and why can't I?
For all I know this pain deep inside
Took the gladness from my heart.

Is this the pain of missing you?
Is this the reason behind it all?

Hear the agony of my heart
Longing for you and for your touch
Feeling your lips, feeling your face
Missing your kisses and warm embrace.

When will the waiting ever be over?
For as long as were apart I can never be whole
Oh! My Dearest Love
I just want you to know
That my heart is aching because
"I'M MISSING YOU!"

You are on my mind

It makes me happy just being by your side
All those feelings I just can't hide
You'll always be in my heart
Can't bear the pain when were apart

Nobody is as special as you are to me
Now I hope you are beginning to see
Just how much I care for you
And all my feelings will always be true

I can't describe how much I care
But when you need me, I will be there
To wipe those tears when you are sad
To make you happy when you are mad

All these things I really can do
Just remember I'm thinking of you
You are on my mind 24-7.

You are the one for me

Your the one for me
In my heart I feel like we were meant to be
No one has ever made me feel the way I do
But thats was way before I met you
I've never fallen in love so fast
I just hope this feeling will last

Your the one I've been searching for my whole life
And one of these years I wish to be your husband
I hope you feel the way I feel
Because all of this just seems
to wonderful to be real.

Cruel world

My tears ran like autumn rain
When cupids love was slain
In my heart there was only pain
I turn my back upon the world.

My world was shattered
When I lost all that mattered
And my dreams were scattered
I turn my back upon the world.

My heart has been broken
Her love for me was only token
All her promises now forsaken
I turn my back upon the world.

The loss of my hearts desire
Cold embers where once was fire
To love again I can only aspire
I turn my back upon the world.

But with head high I went forward
Feeling not a little awkward
And I found my just reward
When I went again into the world.

Though my love ended in tears
It's never as dark as it appears
I've put aside my darkest Fears
And I must go again out into the world.

Now back from the brink of madness
With Only distant memories of Sadness
My heart no resounds in gladness
Now I'm back again into the world.